July 2014

Chop Suey!

Wake up (wake up)
Grab a brush and put a little make-up
Hide the scars to fade away the shake-up
Why’d you leave the keys upon the table?
Here you go create another fable

You wanted to
Grab a brush and put a little makeup
You wanted to
Hide the scars to fade away the shake-up
You wanted to
Why’d you leave the keys upon the table?
You wanted to

I don’t think you trust
In my self-righteous suicide
I cry when angels deserve to die, die

Wake up (wake up)
Grab a brush and put a little make-up
Hide the scars to fade away the shake-up
Hide the scars to fade away the
Why’d you leave the keys upon the table?
Here you go create another fable

You wanted to
Grab a brush and put a little make-up
You wanted to
Hide the scars to fade away the shake-up
You wanted to
Why’d you leave the keys upon the table?
You wanted to

I don’t think you trust
In my self-righteous suicide
I cry when angels deserve to die
In my self-righteous suicide
I cry when angels deserve to die

Father, father, father, father
Father, into your hands I commend my spirit
Father, into your hands
Why have you forsaken me?
In your eyes forsaken me
In your thoughts forsaken me
In your heart forsaken me, oh

Trust in my self-righteous suicide
I cry when angels deserve to die
In my self-righteous suicide
I cry when angels deserve to die

by : System of The Down

I listened to this song when I was 11 and it is still amazing!

Young Blood

We’re only young and naive still
We require certain skills
The mood it changes like the wind
Hard to control when it begins

The bittersweet between my teeth
Trying to find the in-betweens
Fall back in love eventually
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

Can’t help myself but count the flaws
Claw my way out through these walls
One temporary escape
Feel it start to permeate

We lie beneath the stars at night
Our hands gripping each other tight
You keep my secrets hope to die
Promises, swear them to the sky

The bittersweet between my teeth
Trying to find the in-betweens
Fall back in love eventually
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

As it withers
Brittle it shakes
Can you whisper
As it crumbles and breaks
As you shiver
Count up all your mistakes
Pair of forgivers
Let go before it’s too late
Can you whisper
Can you whisper
Can you whisper
Can you whisper

The bittersweet between my teeth
Trying to find the in-betweens
Fall back in love eventually
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
The bittersweet between my teeth
Trying to find the in-betweens
Fall back in love eventually
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

by : The Naked and Famous

Dirty Harry

I need a gun to keep myself among
The poor people are burning in the sun
But they ain’t got a chance
They ain’t got a chance
I need a gun
Cos all I do is dance
Cos all I do is dance

I need a gun to keep myself among
The poor people are burning in the sun
No, they ain’t got a chance
They ain’t got a chance
I need a gun
Cos all I do is dance
Cos all I do is dance

In my backpack
I got my act right
In case you act quite difficult
And your resolve weaken
With anger and discontent
Some are seeking and searching like Nimoy

I’m a peace-loving decoy
Ready for retaliation
I change the whole occasion to a pine box six-under
Impulsive don’t ask why or wonder
Orders given to me is:
strike and I’m thunder with lightning fast reflexes on constant alert
from the constant hurt that seems limitless with no dropping pressure

Seems like everybody’s out to test ya
’til they see your break
You can’t conceal the hate
That consumes you
I’m the reason why you fill up your Isuzu

Chill with your old lady at the tilt
I got a 90 days visit
And I’m filled with guilt
From things that I’ve seen
Your water’s from a bottle
mine’s from a canteen

At night I hear the shots
Ring so I’m a light sleeper
The cost of life,
it seems to get cheaper
out in the desert
with my street sweeper
The war is over
So said the speaker with the flight suit on
Maybe to him I’m just a pawn
So he can advance
Remember when I used to dance
Man, all I want to do is dance

(Dance!)
(Dance!)
(Dance!)

I need a gun to keep myself among

by: Gorillaz

Dare

It’s coming up
It’s coming up
It’s coming up
It’s coming up
It’s coming up
It’s coming up
It’s coming up
It’s DARE

It’s DARE

You’ve got to press it on you
You just think it
That’s what you do, baby
Hold it down, DARE

Jump with them all and move it
Jump back and forth
And feel like you were there yourself
Work it out

Never did no harm
Never did no harm

It’s DARE
It’s coming up
It’s coming up
It’s coming up
It’s coming up
It’s coming up
It’s DARE

It’s DARE

You’ve got to press it on you
You just, think it, that’s what you do
That’s what you do, baby
Hold it down, DARE

Jump with them all and move it
Jump back and forth
And feel like you were there yourself
Work it out

Never did no harm
Never did no harm

It’s DARE
It’s coming up
It’s coming up
It’s coming up
It’s coming up
It’s coming up
It’s DARE

Never did no harm
Never did no harm

It’s DARE
It’s coming up
It’s coming up
It’s coming up
It’s coming up
It’s coming up
It’s DARE

You’ve got to press it on you
You just, think it, that’s what you do
That’s what you do, baby
Hold it down, DARE

Jump with them all and move it
Jump back and forth
And feel like you were there yourself
Work it out

You’ve got to press it on you
You just, think it, that’s what you do
That’s what you do, baby
Hold it down, DARE

Jump with them all and move it
Jump back and forth
And feel like you were there yourself
Work it out

by : Gorillaz

24 Random Things In My Head (Part 1)

1. I don’t want to be abandoned by somebody who I love. Sometimes I afraid if someday I wake up and nobody in home until forever. That would be the worst nightmare ever.

2. Brainy and keen mind are the new sexy.

3. Feeling jealous sometimes is important in relationship, as long as it is not too much.

4. One of reason that I don’t like to get a long with girls is that I have to use of tact in order to not hurt their feelings. On the other hand, I can mock as much as I like
when I get along with boys.

5. Until now I am pretty sure that every lawyer is a liar, altough they have take an oath in front of the judge. They are only fight for someone who pay them.

6. Even you have a Brad Pitt-face but you have vacant mind, you are nothing!

7. Cooking is such a hardship for me. Argh! Maybe I will learn to cook when I have married, but I hope my future husband doesn’t have problem with unable-to-cook wife.

8. Many gallant superhero entered the cinema. Only in cinema. UNREAL. Only my father can be a gallant man. Hey boy, be a gallant, please. Proof it and make it real!

9. I just can imagine if I lose all of my life data such as bachelor degree certificate, birth certificate, academic transcript, etc. So, maybe these things would preoccupied my mind
if an urgent thing happened to my house.

10. I was unaccustomed to stay in an open field area the bright sun for long time. I will have got an headache for sure. Geologist first world problem.

11. A bachelor should not to be a playboy, or a gay. Please.

12. I am trying to qualify for an university in ********* or ******.

13. I have never seen a bloody corpse in my real life. I don’t want to see that eventough suddenly I have the chance. I must be could’t sleep for a month!

14. I have a glimpse a mind to have a small tattoo in secret part of my body so I can conceal it underneath my clothes.

15. Most of Prabowo’s act on TV always be dismal news in election of this year. I don’t know why he always be annoying like that. Move on, please, Sir!

16. A frigid manner is different indeed with the cool manner. A smile makes a difference a lot.

17. I prefer to live in a small house but it has a wide yard, instead of inhabit a luxurious apartment. Except the apartment is at the top of the building.

18. A numb feeling came over me when I saw Benedict Cumberbatch was looked like a gay in a YouTube video. Why were you supposed to be like that???

19. I haven’t had a perilous adventures in my life. Maybe I have to go to dense forrest in Papua someday to get that. One thing that I afraid from there only the Malaria Tropicana.

20. When I reclined on the grass-field at the peak of the mountain in the night, I felt like I was nothing in this universe.

21. Trust me, you will brave to watch a horror movie when you turn off the sound so you can’t hear the shriek.

22. Don’t judge the book by its cover, but the cover can make a big impression and the first impression is very important. The sinister-looking man must be difficult
to make sure the people that he is very kind. So, wear a cover which really describes who you are, don’t be fake moreover hypocrite.

23. Fried potatoes or mashed potatoes really tempts me a lot!!!

24. I am wondering whether Ahmad Dhani lose his wager for Prabowo. Will he cut his p*n*s? haha #ups

That’s all for today, folks. Have a very nice weekend !

My Dream University

Have I told you how could I “trapped” in Geological Engineering ITB?

I never thought that I would be a geologist when I grow up. Most pople have opinion that geologist is really a man’s job, not for a woman. The future of geologist must be work in hard environtment. Before I got into university, I had same opinion with them. But now, why do I become a junior geologist?

When I was in the beginning of 3rd grade Senior High School, I had decided to go to Faculty of Medicine in the next year. I really want to be a doctor at that time, and it was my dream since I was child too. Beside of its prestigious, I think to be a doctor is a very kind job in helping people. So, I forced myself to reach my dream by study hard everyday.

One day, my study course made a study tour to visit Padjajaran University. I was very excited, because we will visit my dream university, especially my dream major in Faculty of Medicine! I could not wait for that moment and I could not sleep at the night before.

The next day, finally we visited the university. We were looking around whole the building first. After that, we were viewing the lab work activity and the enourmous of medical tools. I didn’t know why I didn’t feel exciting anymore after I saw that. Actually, there was nothing wrong with everything in there, everything was perfect in its place, but my feeling was totally gone and replaced with dissapointed. That was out of my expect, and I leaved that place with upset feeling. I started considering to change my plan ahead. I think it was not my future place. ‘

My friend looked at my gloomy face and tried to cheer me up. She invited me to accompany her to visit ITB. I never got into that university, eventough I often pass in front of that place. Beside that, I really didn’t want to continue my study there, too much exact science which I hate. But something weird happened. My exciting feeling back since my first step to that place! What a beautiful building and I really want to stay there for a long time. When I came home, I looked for the right major for me in ITB. And I directly choose Geological Engineering, because of my simple reason : I love travelling. After that, I change my life way direction.

Maybe my story sounds weird, because I change my plan easily based on the university’s building. But I believe, God used this mystery to bring His master plan in my life.

ITB1

Nb : This pic exactly describe of what I saw at that time, then I was falling in love at the first sight with my campus.

5 Years Ago and Now

Weekend. Saturday. Relaxing. Writing time.

As usual, I feel so frisky after 10 pm, on Saturday night, dating with my laptop. I sleep all day long today, feel very exhausted like I ever was. I don’t have even a bit energy to prepare my clothes for going to the church tomorrow. Thanks God for my lovely mother, who always willing to help me to do that stuff. I am such a spoil girl altough now I’m 23!

Everything in my life so far so good. I haven’t been living in my boarding house anymore. I love my boarding house despite of the fact it makes me sick. Yes, literally it makes me sick. I have everything I need there, but, yah, you know, live in there will makes you very lonely. Even all my friends in my boarding are very kind, but no one as similar as my mother for me to confide. I’d got stomach-ache in the beginning of this month and I had to bed rest about 2-3 days. I refused to eat since one month ago before that—well, I lost my appetite—and it brought me to severe illness. My friends always remind me to eat, but I didn’t listen. Besides that, I was too busy with my own priority then I unawared it leads to stressful. Finally, my parents insisted to took me back home in order to keep my diet. They are not only heals my body, but also my soul. So, I’m here now, I’ve never been better. I’m 23 and I still need my parents indeed.

What am I going to write? (Thinking while writing as usual….)

Hmmm…suddenly I remember about my foreign friend, Gary Gibbons. I knew him from bestfriend of mine, Mia, in my 1st year at the college. He added me as friend trough Facebook. He is from Canada. He is—or was—working as plumber (It is quite prestigious job in there, I’d just know that). He was got married (I heard he had divorced last year and then he made a relationship with a girl from Phillipines) I always envy with him because he often travel abroad! What a friendly man he was, he sent me messages when we become Facebook-friend. The message format was like a letter. So, that was my first time writing an informal letter in English.

Let’s check the message that I writed was like :

September 14, 2009

Hello Gary! (your name remind me of spongbob’s pets, Mia and me love that cartoons!),

Mmmm. I’m understand of what you said, but my english problem make me difficult to reply your message. Do you know? I’m reply this almost 1 hour, my right hand on the keyboard, my left hand hold my dictionary, hahaha. I hope you won’t laugh if you read my message. Correct me if my words is wrong.

I’ve seen your pictures, your videos, mmmm, I think you’re a Indonesia-holic! Or maybe, you know Indonesia more than me?haha. Gary, my country is more beautiful than you know, more than you think. Indonesia isn’t only Bali and Java, sooo many fantastic culture ini here!!! Different city in Indonesia is different culture if you wanna know!

I know I’m lucky living in here, so many volcanos, so many cave, so many rivers, so many forest, but I don’t have money a lot to make a travelling to visit all beutiful place in my country . Actually, that’s my dream. Maybe someday we can do it together, Gary? (with your wife, sure!). Now I’m studying at Bandung Technology University, at Geology Engineering, to make my dream come true. Wish me luck, Gary, I study hard to get cumlaude predicate from my campus!AMEN.

Now I’ll tell you about me. I’m 18, single, live in Bandung,West Java(one of beautiful city in Indonesia!). I have parents, I’m love them very much, both of them still alive. I have one lovely brother, now he works as accountant in Jakarta, (I miss him so much!!). I don’t have niece and nephew yet. For fun I’m usually like to jogging around my campus or hang out with all my friend, reading a novel, writing, watching a movie, hiking,etc. I like comedy-romantic and action movie. For music, i like alternative song, do you know Linkin Park?I love them!Avril Lavigne too, she’s so cool. I love ALL indonesian food and I hate junk food.

Mia is my very best friend. For me, i recognize her as my sibling. I’ve known Mia almost 4 year. I meet her when we’re study at the same high school. We and our friend are always together about 3 years in there. Now we are to be separated, ’cause we each other study at the different university. It’s so sad, now it’s so hard for me to find friends like them… 😦
That’s all about me and my country Gary. What do you want to know again?Or you want to learn Bahasa?

It’s so fun to know you, and I hope we always keep in touch in facebook. Tell me if you someday visit Indonesia or other place and tell me what you get. Believe me, there’s no country like Indonesia.

God bless us,
Arin

In fact, I didn’t get cumlaude-predicate as I hoped like in the message. But I could graduate faster than student usual, close enough then, haha (I don’t mean to be arrogant anyway, I just try to observe myself thoroughly, which there is only have a few things to proud).

My life seems doesnt’t change a lot since 5 years ago. I love my family much. My hobby and my taste in movie and music still the same too. And I don’t find friend better than my SHS-friend.
And so my dream . I really want to be a traveller. I love Indonesia and I really want to go around in someday. I don’t know why I still keep it on my mind until today. Maybe God want me to explore Indonesia thoroughly. My pleasure, Lord, I will do it perfectly. But it is all about time. All I have to do is patient and prepare it very well.

Sorry I don’t write anything interesting, I can’t keep on writing. Now is 1:39 and I have to get up early. Me and my mom will spend our time together from church, tomorrow will be fun.

Bye-bye!

ina